After a little for than 80 days in chastity, my fucking balls are FULL!
Many nights I awake from what can only described as a hormone fueled — kink inspired fever dream, covered in precum and air fucking a pillow.
Everything is sensitive, everything is a turn on…
I want Alpha males to hold me down spit on me and rape my bussy or for my femboy girlfriend force me to submit to him.
Both are hot — and very much needed!
Then there is Daddy… I think he’s over me trying to rape his dick, but he supports his slut boy by giving me a good morning raping before he showers.
I also want to work out, and get bigger.
I have been hitting the fucking gym hard and I really just want to become more of the Himbo I was always meant to be.
To call this a journey doesn’t do it justice. It’s more than a lifestyle, it takes a deep dedicated to deny yourself one of the basic bodily pleasures. But if you do it, you will find yourself with a new sense of personal awareness with a new level of sexual clarity.
